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| Hey so my life is going absoloutly miserable. It has been awful for the past two weeks. Its like someone is dragging me by my hair though shit. I've never felt worse. Okay so the first week when it started, it was just hell. Everything was screwing up in my life, family, school, ect. Suff im not going to talk about. Then towards the end of that week i got unbelivably sick. First i got the flu, then strep. both at the same time. then i got a scinis infection, and a cold. again all at the same time. Then i got a dubble ear infection. thats one in each ear. so i was in and out of the hospital alot. Okay so the second week comes around and i managed to fuck up 7 relationships w. my frineds. so now every one is yelling at me, no one is talking to me. so i apoloijised to every one. even if it wasnt my falt. but i did, and i ment it. I just wanted all this friend ship dramma to clear up so i could fix everything elese. and it was all over stupid shit. Like one was only becouse he miss undersod what i said. and i had only said two fucken words. and that whent to hell. shitty things like that. but i still said sorry, and when i need my frineds most no one is there. suprise suprise. so ive been cryin alot but things are stating to look a little better as this second week is ending. I got rid of the flu, the scinis infection and the strep. So its just a dubble ear infection and the cold rt now. I got half of my life problems fixed. but the freinds thing hasnt gone anywhere. Im about to go up and see family that i havent seen in almost 7 years, some shit had happond to them that i cant say, but they are here and i have to pretend to be happy....but who knows. maby instead of relying on my frineds to bring me up emotionaly, my family might be able to do it. but anyways thats the new shit that is my life. and also im changing my xanga account, probably wont use that one either, but this one is too depressing and im not so gothic any more and i want some collor. So look for HerNameIsJaye aight. L8er~
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| yea okay so i never use this site any more. thats sad...xanga used to be cool. o- well. well i can just say that about 27 people showed up to my 16th birthday wich was totaly awsome! and other then that. break was okay. and im still single sadly >.< and i moved on in all my classes ill put a list up for the tmc peeps that are always askin me. yea sure you get on here just to check my shcedule then you dont comment or nothing. thats why this site sux now. n-e ways. i have nothing else to say...ill up date later...like 3 years from now lol. ~toodles 1) english : Butler 2) algerbra : Kriger on tusedays - thersdays : chemistry 090 : DeCormier | | |
| uh...update? lol, well this last weekend was totaly awsome. Had a friend over, then Rae came down. We randomely decided to make cookies. yea...well we only cooked 3. the one i made was in the shape of a penis. rae made a skull and the other one was an eye. well we made all these in 3-D so ofcorse when we cooked them, they expand and flaten out. so Rae's skull was just a circle. the eye was a blob. and the penis was huge. and i mean HUGE. we split it in half each of us getting exactly one plate of cookie. (just the penis cookie = two plates full.) we laughed so hard i almost pissed my pants. then the next day we whent to a consert, here are some pic's. (we where right in frount of the stage, it was awsome!) First band: Look out Gabe!  ^This is Arejay lead vocals and gutar. 
^This is Jonny on base. 
^Gabe on Drums 
^omg they actuaily played like this, it was kick ass sweet! Band number two: Unknown  
^Me and Arejay 
^Rae and Jonny 
^Me and Rae 
^Yea its rae after the consert. she wanted me to do this w. her, but i was like no, so she found some one else. well.....i was laughing my ass off it was funny as hell! my cheeks hurt from smileing so much. lol, well we had a kick ass time, and we have anouther consert comeing up sunday the 24, so let me know if your intrested in going. well leave a coment. ttul ~Jay~ | | |
| okay so this weekend was pretty cool. I had alot of fun, for a change. we whent up noth to blanchard, (close to grandrapids.) for the family reunion on my moms side. so like every one is white, and full all out god'ly people. and becouse i like black, vampiers, and some other dark things, they think im a devil worshiper, and ect. well this time when we whent up, i didnt get any evil glares! not one! yea! and my moms cuz showed up, and he brought his horses, so i got to go rideing. Had to do it barefoot with a serously injured heal, but it was alot of fun. then there was this little girl she was soooo cute. and she wanted a ride, so i helped her up, and yea. it was deathly uncomferable but the girl was happy smiling, and when i brought the horse to a trot, she was all excited and that maid me smile alot. and every one was pointing, smilienig and taking pictures. so now i have a confident feeling that my evil immage might not be so strong. after that alot of people talked to me, and there where some auckward hugs, but it did make me feel really good. Well, holy was with me the whole time like always. we where checking out the pond, and it was nasty. the mud smet and everthing. the water was green and it was nasty. well there was this dock. and yea......being Jaleesa and Holly we had to get on it. the dock was slanted into the water, and didnt look sturdy, but hey! lets go! well we did, and holly fell in. i havent laughed that hard for like a year. that was nice, poor holly but she was laughing too. i was about to piss my pants, i couldnt breath, and my ribs where hurting, but i pulled her up, and we whent back. and every one laughed when they saw here it was only painfully obvious what had hapond. well l8er holly took me back to her grandma's and they have a mule there. (not the animal, its like a gulf cart, but 100x faster.) we where flored it over a hill, and got some serious air, we didnt have seatbelts on so that was like awsome but scary as fuck at the same time. we where doing donuts and everything. there was dust every where, and becouse we where laughing so much, we where litteraly eating dust. well on the way home,. we stoped by our other grandparents house and grandpa gave me a digatal camra. so its safe to say that im totaly happy rt, now. well ttul. ~Jay~ | | |
| OKAY so things have finaly gotten better. it took almost 4 weeks, but hey what ever. so My cuz D. took me to the water park. we where there like ALL day. and that was nice. he payed for me so i didnt have to worry about anything. and my other cuz Eric was sent to Iraq not too long ago. and his job isnt exactly threatning. but he says that when he gets back (wich is like in a year.) he is paying for my tickket out to washington. so i can honestly say im doing better. well school starts for me in about 4 weeks. so all you Lincoln peeps make sure to keep in touch. couse there is no way in hell im going back. sorry. but hey I'll be happy. well i also ran into a few long lost friends, that was nice. other then that, nothing really hapond. so ill repost anouther time. L8er. | | |
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